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A Snippet into Billie's Mind - xanny


A Snippet into Billie’s Mind is an audio visual journey into the thoughts of Billie Eilish, exploring the inspiration behind songs from WHEN WE ALL FALL ASLEEP, WHERE DO WE GO? Produced in collaboration with FRdownload Music, this series peers into Billie and Finn's deeply personal process.
Episode Three reveals the story behind "xanny."


  • oOF oOf

    oOF oOf

    Il y a heure

    no one LITERALLY NO ONE: Billie: walks into the room and starts playing the piano in the middle of the night and wakes them up

  • Jolie Plays MC

    Jolie Plays MC

    Il y a heure

    Hi guys. So I made my own lyrics to the song Billie made a long time ago. "When you're looking at my lips, not being legally allowed to kiss them, but I know that you're not addicted, because I'm the one who doesnt listen.... dont sayanotherword------, (lower)dont sayanotherword------, please.... When you look into my eyes, you wanna see the ocean inside of them... you say "let's go to the bar..", but I decline, because you just want my lips.... Dont sayanotherword---- Dont (lower)sayanotherword---- please?" These are MY lyrics that I made up besides the first two lines.

  • allstars2825


    Il y a 8 heures

    I love the way she thinks! This is an amazing message to kinds and young adults. Don't smoke, don't drink, don't do drugs! Yu don't have to or need to

  • Борис Алексенко

    Борис Алексенко

    Il y a 8 heures

    You life?

  • Peaceful Painting

    Peaceful Painting

    Il y a 11 heures

    She deffo has that thing where you can see music and feel sound. Can't remember what it is called?

  • Brad Crayne

    Brad Crayne

    Il y a 13 heures

    0mg stupid twat..stfu

  • Jenny DaPotato

    Jenny DaPotato

    Il y a 15 heures

    up there is mostly the reason my fav song is xanny, but of course, after bad guy.

  • Shawn Daniels

    Shawn Daniels

    Il y a 17 heures

    She gonna get murdered by a fan or a really obsessed friend and everyone gonna be sad just like xxxtentacion and someone’s gonna make a criminal forensics show episode about it.

  • Kira Doragon

    Kira Doragon

    Il y a 20 heures

    Search up lankybox you will like it

  • Annike Downey

    Annike Downey

    Il y a 21 heure

    This is part of what I find SO COOL about Billie... how she can picture what the song is going to sound like and feel like. I'm honestly quite jealous

  • James Bolger

    James Bolger

    Il y a 22 heures

    Fake bitch trying to act so much like post Malone

  • James Bolger

    James Bolger

    Il y a 22 heures

    Such an autotuned fake bitch

  • pizza rolls

    pizza rolls

    Il y a 22 heures

    Can y'all subscribe to me my channel is 123 456 cat

  • Oliver VanNess

    Oliver VanNess

    Il y a 23 heures

    Probably my favorite song from the whole album but it’s SO HARD TO CHOOSE

  • Diane Maldonado

    Diane Maldonado

    Il y a jour

    you are literally a goddess, so inspiring and talented, i get chills every time i listen to your music and omg the lyrics are just so deep, i love you, please just keep doing your thing

  • ccsogu


    Il y a jour

    누가 번역해줬네 ㄱㅅ

  • Lyrical Popcorn

    Lyrical Popcorn

    Il y a jour

    I was at billie's concert yesterday at NZ and when xanny came on I cried so much

  • Noah Mathwig

    Noah Mathwig

    Il y a jour

    Brother looks tired AF

  • Cinthya Rimarache

    Cinthya Rimarache

    Il y a jour

    Ella es increíble OMG!

  • Sienna Neill

    Sienna Neill

    Il y a jour

    this is so sad

  • Sienna Neill

    Sienna Neill

    Il y a jour

    I think Billie Elish songs are good cuz she has a like a story and different sounds and its not just a song made in 2 minutes saying I bE fLeXiNg On mY MoNeY iM hAwT

  • Mopser XD

    Mopser XD

    Il y a jour

    Słuchają Billie jacyś Polacy 🇵🇱? Jak tak to odzywać się, żeby przyjechała do Polski. ❤



    Il y a jour

    Now we know billie isn't gonna die from an overdose

  • Lady, Lady

    Lady, Lady

    Il y a jour

  • Raven ASMR

    Raven ASMR

    Il y a jour

    has she tried a xanny?

  • Nasty Safronova

    Nasty Safronova

    Il y a 2 jours

    В этом клипе она га Мейби Бейби

  • THE Rebels

    THE Rebels

    Il y a 2 jours

    Duuuuuuuude their bingbag is the flower from you should see me in a crown video (the anime one) IM SHOOK

  • Pamela Guevara

    Pamela Guevara

    Il y a 2 jours

    Awwwwwww are you Biutiful 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😘😘😘

  • K̸̈̚ä̵́͌n̸̈́͝ȅ̷͘k̷͒̕i̵͌̓ K̴̂͋e̸͋̾n̶̚͝

    K̸̈̚ä̵́͌n̸̈́͝ȅ̷͘k̷͒̕i̵͌̓ K̴̂͋e̸͋̾n̶̚͝

    Il y a 2 jours

    I showed the song to my teacher and the inside Billie's Mind, and she wanted me to send it to the counselors to show everyone is every classroom, that's how powerful her songs are, and the meaning behind them especially one like Xanny

  • Awkward Animates

    Awkward Animates

    Il y a 2 jours

    The first time I heard this song I just knew the backstory because I was in the same exact situation and I just started to break down and start crying because on of my friends had passed away about a half a year ago.

  • President SunJay

    President SunJay

    Il y a 2 jours

    I surely didn't think about smoke listening to this I thought about yelling random words into a fan when i was younger.

  • S l e e p y

    S l e e p y

    Il y a 2 jours

    She’s not even an adult.

  • Rikkicoll


    Il y a 2 jours

    The second she described what she wanted this song to sound like, I was like yes that is exactly it. I have been wondering and that’s it!

  • Claire H.

    Claire H.

    Il y a 3 jours

    Never related to something more than this

  • KawaiiFace101 AJ

    KawaiiFace101 AJ

    Il y a 3 jours

    *somebody blows smoke in face* Other people: Ew! *walks away* Billie: Hmm how does the way that feels, sound?

  • Emily W

    Emily W

    Il y a 3 jours

    Yooo why does this song make me feel comforted and relaxed?is that weird?

  • -Cheshire Is Back-

    -Cheshire Is Back-

    Il y a 3 jours

    Doesn’t anyone realise they are laying on a flower pillow from you should see me in a crown video thing

  • Postello


    Il y a 3 jours

    *they all got drunk* *and they were so romantic* *and nobody cared*

  • ZDaPlaY


    Il y a 3 jours

    I cant stop touching the replay button!! *WHO IS WITH ME!*

  • Jennica Houlton

    Jennica Houlton

    Il y a 3 jours

    how tf is someone so creative

  • Yudhi Arief

    Yudhi Arief

    Il y a 3 jours

    I gibe you turmeric

  • Kianna Ugalde

    Kianna Ugalde

    Il y a 3 jours

    I love this

  • Ivan Ganimedes

    Ivan Ganimedes

    Il y a 3 jours

    Most of the time I smoke weed when I listen to her album and at that moment it's like, shit!

  • sister shook

    sister shook

    Il y a 3 jours

    wtf i needed to see this cuz im mad that my mom is drunk asf rn and this is on my recommended

  • Sadie Frye

    Sadie Frye

    Il y a 3 jours

    The animations though!! Such great visualization of her thoughts

  • You're Aren't

    You're Aren't

    Il y a 3 jours

    She doesn't make random sound effects, she goes in depth. Her sound effects having meaning, her lyrics, each word that she sings each has a whole story, a whole book behind it. Billie, is truly someone I look up to

  • India


    Il y a 3 jours

    I have been around for 52 years. This girl is special.

  • Jocelyn Elizabeth Franks

    Jocelyn Elizabeth Franks

    Il y a 3 jours

    "i came into the room like a psyco and started playing the piano" *MOOD*

  • Perla Arna

    Perla Arna

    Il y a 4 jours

    I can relate soooo much to what she is saying about being around those people. I have been to parties both with and without alcahol and drugs( I have never drunk or done drugs) and i feel so disconectet to my friends when they do that. They feel like other people to me and not in a good way. I am only a year younger than her and most my friends are around my age and it hurts me to see what they do to their bodies.

  • kittle kottle

    kittle kottle

    Il y a 4 jours

    With all the songs around that glorify taking drugs, this was just what the world needed.

  • shar col

    shar col

    Il y a 4 jours

    I was that child that had to endure all of my relatives second hand smoke. And chose not to smoke because of it.

  • el loko Diu

    el loko Diu

    Il y a 4 jours

    Where can I find that videoclip

  • LightningDew


    Il y a 4 jours

    How tf did they capture the feeling of second hand smoke in the music?!!?! That's amazing to me

  • Elif Bursalı

    Elif Bursalı

    Il y a 5 jours

    Im kinda confused about the line '' I cant afford to love someone who isn't dying by mistake'' i feel like it' s supposed to be '' who is dying by mistake'' can someone explain? I AM CONFUSION

  • Elif Bursalı

    Elif Bursalı

    Il y a 3 jours

    +Karlyn20 oh okay now i get it. I thought she meant drinking and smoking by "mistake''. Thanks

  • Karlyn20


    Il y a 3 jours

    Elif Bursalı You choose to smoke, that’s a decision you make and it kills you. Her friends are killing themselves by smoking and drinking and that’s their choice, they’re not dying by mistake because they’re choosing to do harm to themselves.

  • Аня Зекунова

    Аня Зекунова

    Il y a 5 jours

    Теперь понятно почему я не смогла эту песню больше одного раза послушать.

  • Miss Viola

    Miss Viola

    Il y a 5 jours

    drugs and cigaretts are you killing yourself. You are slowly killing yourself with that. I can't afford to love someone who isn't dying by mistake. Loving someone, giving your all to someone... It's draining even if you're in love with someone and they are in love with you it takes a lot out of you. I don't wanna love someone I'm going to lose because they're killing themself. Thank you.

  • Hosnaaa


    Il y a 5 jours

    The animation tho...!

  • Sheila Quirk

    Sheila Quirk

    Il y a 5 jours

    Her brother is going to eventually resent her because he is writing all her songs but she is getting all the fame and money.

  • Avocado Pirate

    Avocado Pirate

    Il y a 4 jours

    When was the last time you changed batteries in your vibrator?

  • Thea'valentina gainusa

    Thea'valentina gainusa

    Il y a 5 jours

    I love you😍😍😍

  • Naomi Nnedi

    Naomi Nnedi

    Il y a 5 jours

    The editing on these 'snippets' is amazing. 🙂

  • ava j

    ava j

    Il y a 5 jours

    i am so glad to know what went into this song. thank you

  • #teamHolaSoyGerman io bailo por german

    #teamHolaSoyGerman io bailo por german

    Il y a 5 jours

    Te amo desde México te amo i love you

  • Guillermo390


    Il y a 5 jours

    Yo honestly this is hella good...🔥🔥🔥

  • ᆞᆞ


    Il y a 5 jours


  • Mborayhu


    Il y a 6 jours

    Is very mature... 13 years old?

  • Little Loomer

    Little Loomer

    Il y a 6 jours

    How’d she do the effects

  • Azel Aye

    Azel Aye

    Il y a 6 jours

    I understand her, but I do not agree with her. I bet that party was such a shitty experience and I agree with that part, it seems like her friends don't know how to get drunk and that made the party a disaster. For what I understood, her point of view is basically a 17 yr old who has been through shit, and has friends who smoke, do drugs, alcohol, etc. and maybe even lost some people because of that, so I understand that she doesn't get why people do that, but at the same time I think it's a bit close-minded and unexperienced (which I completely understand bc she's just 17), because it's not just like that. "I can't afford to love someone who isn't dying by mistake" it's like a bit extreme? death comes in such a large variety of ways, and is always unexpected, and everyone enjoys their life the way they want or can. To say "don't do drugs cuz they kill you" it can be a lie, not all drugs are like that, think of marihuana I love the way she made smoke a sound, and made it into a song, but I just had to get this out of my chest lol

  • Unai Becerra

    Unai Becerra

    Il y a 6 jours

    She get confused with the irregular verbs at 1:25

  • Hannah Bananah

    Hannah Bananah

    Il y a 6 jours

    i wanna see "A Snippet into Billie's Mind - I love you" and "A Snippet into Billie's Mind - listen before i go"

  • Janae Thomas

    Janae Thomas

    Il y a 6 jours

    Yes omg a girlie has been waiting

  • arodkf13


    Il y a 6 jours

    Billie might need new friends

  • Gum47


    Il y a 6 jours

    i love you billie , im 17

  • Son Vlogs

    Son Vlogs

    Il y a 6 jours

    I'm so crazy for her ; ( omg

  • Sarah _Rap

    Sarah _Rap

    Il y a 6 jours

    Do you love the Palestinians and Why?

  • Sarah _Rap

    Sarah _Rap

    Il y a 6 jours

    Do you love the Palestinians and Why?

  • Sarah _Rap

    Sarah _Rap

    Il y a 6 jours

    Do you love the Palestinians and Why?

  • Krystall


    Il y a 6 jours

    We need more people like *billie* I mean, look at the generation around us. There's drugs, alcohol, nudity ( don't attack me), etc. And we have artist who take this as a joke and laugh about it. But then we have Billie who's really serious about this, I'm so happy that someone brought this up as an issue. I love her, one of the reasons is this..

  • Camila P

    Camila P

    Il y a 6 jours

    This song had such an impact in me, a positive one, this album in general was shocking in so many levels but hearing Billie saying this just wow. It makes me think, how my friends felt when they had to take care of my stupid ass when I’m doing stupid things, I don’t want to be a burden and honestly I don’t want to be the stonner or drunk friend, this has make me realize a lot of things that I need to stop.

  • Julia Stewart

    Julia Stewart

    Il y a 6 jours

    Some smoke for fun, I smoke to die. IF YOU KNOW WHERE THAT'S FROM I LUV U

  • cleudy p

    cleudy p

    Il y a 2 heures

    Looking For Alaska🖤

  • Julia Stewart

    Julia Stewart

    Il y a jour

    +Cœur fimo Your in <3

  • Cœur fimo

    Cœur fimo

    Il y a 2 jours

    Looking for Alaskaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

  • Julia Stewart

    Julia Stewart

    Il y a 3 jours

    +matty healy stan I LOVE THAT

  • matty healy stan

    matty healy stan

    Il y a 4 jours

    if it became a film, billie should play alaska🙌🏼🙌🏼



    Il y a 6 jours

    Chlorine isn’t a drug right? Oh thank god ;-; *Read more*

  • Domenica Aguilar

    Domenica Aguilar

    Il y a 7 jours

    I feel exactly like Billie at parties... When I heard xanny I felt like, she describes exactly being at a party, full of people and feeling totally alone because they are not them anymore, they enjoy themselves but I don't really And that's the reason why it is my favourite song from the album

  • • Unbound •

    • Unbound •

    Il y a 7 jours

    Use me as a "I fell for those ocean eyes" button.

  • Iman Iman

    Iman Iman

    Il y a 7 jours

    i was not recommended :(((

  • Dan Lengyel

    Dan Lengyel

    Il y a 7 jours

    Billie Eilish, You are THE BEST PERSON IN THE WORLD. I would die to meet you and I pray to God that you at least read this comment because I am a girl. ( this is my dads account) And you are showing girls and boys not just how GREAT of a singer you are, but that they can be UNIQUE like you.Do you wanna know what I'm doing right now? Listening to a playlist of your songs in 8D specifically right now its Copycat. But I just love you so much!!!!!❤❤❤❤😍😍💋👍👍

  • lujianaw


    Il y a 7 jours

    I'm not really sure that this is what a 17-year-old girl should be dealing with, (famous or non-famous) and therefore feel bad that her life seems somehow idolized here in the comments. But I'm glad that she has found a way to cope and can also express herself in such an interesting, unique way.

  • im Yy

    im Yy

    Il y a 7 jours

    i looove u

  • _


    Il y a 7 jours

    3 million views in 1 minute wow

  • _


    Il y a 7 jours

    early :3

  • Carla SC

    Carla SC

    Il y a 7 jours

    Ly sm BILLIE🙃🔥💕

  • amanda agnew

    amanda agnew

    Il y a 7 jours

    First time I heard it I wasn't a fan. The headache thing makes perfect sense. Luckily I've grown to love it.

  • La Tizia

    La Tizia

    Il y a 7 jours


  • Hey It's Mae

    Hey It's Mae

    Il y a 7 jours

    i love her

  • pink skies

    pink skies

    Il y a 7 jours

    I love the way billie never glorifies anything, especially when all these other musicians glorify drugs, alcohol, etc.

  • Morgana Melacca

    Morgana Melacca

    Il y a 7 jours

    ughh I can feel you so much girl, I hate these kind of things too. never change Billie 💙

  • Di Va

    Di Va

    Il y a 7 jours

    Trying to make smoke sound... Wow ... What dimension is this !!

  • none none

    none none

    Il y a 7 jours

    She sucks

  • Gigi Hadid

    Gigi Hadid

    Il y a 7 jours

    I fell in love with you Billie,your eyes, personality, voice ฿

  • Лилия Абдуллина

    Лилия Абдуллина

    Il y a 7 jours


  • Jemima Fulton

    Jemima Fulton

    Il y a 7 jours

    Yo ur dick is so big that I felt it when watching coach Ella all the way from Australia lol. Jk

  • Jinkies Mcjinkerson

    Jinkies Mcjinkerson

    Il y a 7 jours

    Just to let you know I got fkin clapped today